Sunday, December 05, 2004
Tml is mon..SIAN, tml onwards i will be busy with that project..full commitment to it. I am feeling so miserable. Miserable of wat i can't list out..but i juz feel like crying out loud! Not that i am a cry baby or wat..but this time round i realli feel veri bad. This is the most terrible period of time in my work. I tried to convinced myself that this is rather a challenge for me to overcome, juz take this opportunity to gain experience and do it positively. But no more then an 1 hr of deceiving myself, i am back to the depressed me. Can't help it, work issues crosses my mind even when i did not purposely go to think abt it, it juz come. This time round i think i am realli defeated mentally. I feel so useless. Whenever i try to feel positively and raise my confident by 1 level, i fell the other min and my confident level drop by 2 level. This up-down feeling is torturing me..i wan to escape from all these..tell me how.......
i once wished upon;
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