Thursday, December 23, 2004
Y HIM? Y Now? Y BACK?
Blogging in office nw. Juz feel like blogging. He is back, after so long(1 yr,1 mth,1 day). Not sure of myself if this re-appearance of him a gd or baD thing TO ME. Wonder y he wan to make a comeback since everything is over and i have forgotten abt most things. Anyway he apologised time and again, showing how remorseful he is. His recent r/s did not work out for some reason and he felt that all these are a retribution that he deserved. Well, i have no comment to that. He beg for my forgiveness and hope for a reconciliation. He is being veri solicitous lately, treated me the way like we have nv been seperated b4. I noe he is trying veri hard to make up to me, but some things i juz couldn't allow myself to forget and forgo. However i have not yet given him a ans, as i am always reminded of the pain and hurt he caused. I hate to make decision esp when it comes to r/s, and in this kind of rare cases. I dunnoe if i still love him, and the most important question is whether he deserve another chance from me. Will think through and consider abt it..but at times i am abit reluctant and lazy to stretch my brain further on other matters other than work..But 1 thing i am sure of is, after him no other guys make me feel like stepping into a new r/s again. Perhaps i still missed the happy times used to have, the way he showered me with love and concern and makes me feel like a small princess. All the many many small bits of happiness make up a frame of fond memories, but somehow a mistake made by him shattered everything overnight. Finally when i feel that i have woken up from the long nightmare, he is back again, attempting to put me into another dream.
i once wished upon;
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